This is the first post of many to come I hope... if I can seem to keep up with the rest of the world. I feel disconnected to people that I love (everyone really) since I began to plan for this silly wedding thing... what an ordeal, no? Don't get me wrong - I'm having fun, my mom is pleasant to work with, and so many things have really just been fitting into place. BUT I am no super woman, and some things slip through the cracks, only to be discovered a little late - like sending Amy, my own sister, an invitation to my wedding... [I'm sorry Amy!!! I did make one for you, and you will get it], and we have yet to get our marriage license (but I swear it's on the schedule for tomorrow!... now). But all in all, life is good. Quite thrilling actually... I long for stability. I feared it at one point - you know, one city, one job, one man, one person to spend my time with, one.... That made me incredibly nervous inside, but since I made the decision to go forward with all this, it's like something inside just transformed and now suddenly everything is okay. Now stability is all I want out of life. I despise living with my junk in this trailer, that house, this house, and having my craft room be my living room and my living room be my kitchen... my new house is so cute!!!! I'll post pictures next time!